^it was 6 pm, July 16th 2019: Listening to Spiritual Dance Music. Laying in the Sun. Absorbing- the sun rays, Big time sun girl here, requirements for my lizard. Was getting hot, Could feel the Heavy in my solar plexus Thickening. Continuing to laser my stomach. Zone out energies. Being aware of so many karmic years. ancestor ties. cutting releasing and being on the breaking apart end this time. Even just this past June 21- trip was about DNA. n aiding to culminiate work for ancestors. Feeling this release. Decay. Let go. Slug. Poison. You know when you ate something bad, and you are waiting for it to pass. And just before the release you feel that I feel good I feel bad get this out of me emotion. Yah something similar to this.

Time to Get some shade. walk to the back yard. still in Zone out mode listening to the music, While deep in my emotions. Staring at a back field of alfa alfa. Suddenly feels as automatically. Something MUCH LARGER Then me, Energetically. Takes my hair pulls it back. A LARGE stinger is rammed in my mouth. Down my throat to the zone of a Adams apple. Ejects his oozing poison venom. Then head goes up and suddenly I’m sick- Feeling instantly flush. I look to ‘Gemini’~ my 5 of Clubs Girl and say. I don’t feel good. I may have to leave now. She says and go where?. Home, and – Possibly I wont return, all I know is that right now. I do not feel good. (Not even sure why I mentioned i may not return-) This sudden headache is growing quickly. Starting right at the base of my neck. Some refer this area to ‘female region’. Others recognize this zone by reptilians. Either way this area was packing a low throb making my eyes glossy. From My throat, running down into my tummy. Literally felt as tho I was ejected with a strong venom that was quickly making its way into my system. I even felt nausea. Nausea isn’t something I feel very often.. Quickly clearing into my zone. working with angels guides. allowing the breeze of the air to carry and swirl around me. Giving permission for all the Lower Layers with in to sluff off. Remaining in a state. that all that is no longer in alignment for highest value to become decay. to display a higher view point. Thanking God, Light, Angels, Thanking and finding love for my self as well. To sit. To absorb to allow this rebirth to happen. I mean whatever explanation is it. other then a Pluto s.node release. I’m born with Pluto in 1st house. To suddenly feel so much. Let alone to see the visual. I was watching in another angle. Seen the film play out energetically to all. I could question if I was crazy.. Ha!!! Cleaning up My energy. Not controlling it yet aiding to insure of my alignments. To digest deeper reasons and emotions bubbling up from this feeling of venom moving thru me. As I drove home its about a 28 minute drive to my house. I was able to process more emotional release. Tears dropping from my eyes that day and have been steady/off n on ever since. I feel great yet I feel a lot. I’m aggressive. I’m tired. I open. I’m trying. I’m peaceful, I’m anxious. I’m solid. I’m cracking. I’m skeptic. I’m faithful. I’m loving, I’m growing. ever knowing. keep on showing. CONTINUE GLOWING……. xo